Where Is Omar Now?

2001, May, 22. Havana. 05:34 h.

That it might all be his.

Ivan Walsh looks up from the notebook.

Casey is still connected, but neither of them has spoken for several minutes. Outside it is morning already, and the city has lost the extraordinary look it takes on when one stays awake all night. Cars pass. Someone raises a metal shutter. A woman sweeps a sidewalk. He is surprised that the world goes on so easily after certain ideas.

“Casey.”

“Here.”

“Do you remember what you said about centers?”

“What about them.”

“Amatlán. La Madonna. Places where someone decides they are at the center.”

He hears him stop typing.

“Yes.”

“I don’t think we’re only looking for places.”

“Then?”

He thinks of Omar.

Of Chavita.

Of five students accused of stealing food and a man capable of changing the meaning of the theft with a laugh. Not because that episode has anything to do with his dead. He refuses to do anything that stupid. Fidel does not enter his series because Omar told him an anecdote. The connection, if there is one, lies elsewhere.

“People who become the center,” he says.

“That’s rather broad.”

“I know.”

“Every leader does that.”

“No.”

He pours some of yesterday’s coffee and tastes it cold.

“I don’t mean they want to give orders. I mean they make other people’s actions mean something only in relation to them.”

Casey says nothing.

“Explain.”

“The boy steals food. That means one thing. Then someone comes along and says it shows intelligence. The headmaster looks like an idiot. The boy like a hero. The act didn’t change. What changed was who had the right to explain it.”

Casey takes a while.

“And you think La Madonna does that.”

He looks at the Virgin.

“I think someone does.”

A corpse in a swimming pool ceases to be merely a corpse when the Virgin appears.

A dead young man ceases to belong only to his family when someone places him in a series.

A student who dies on September eleventh ends up, twenty-four years later, as a piece of his puzzle.

And perhaps they are helping.

“Casey.”

“What.”

“Every time we find a connection, what is it a connection between? Who benefits from giving the connections new meaning?”

“I don’t understand.”

“We think we’re discovering the pattern. But what if the pattern exists only because someone wants us to discover it?”

“We’d already thought of that.”

“Not exactly.”

He walks toward the balcony.

“Until now we’ve assumed the author needs the victims.”

“Yes.”

“Perhaps he needs the investigators more.”

Silence.

“What for.”

“To finish the work.”

Now Casey says nothing.

He thinks of Chavita again. Of that authority degraded before the students until only one remains. They all look to the same man to know whether swimming is courage or stupidity, whether stealing is a crime or intelligence, whether an adolescent can drive a jeep.

What happened does not matter.

What matters is who tells it.

“We make the dead belong to the series,” he says.

“Ivan Walsh.”

“Casey, think about it.”

“I am thinking about it.”

“Before we find them, they’re people who died in different circumstances. We put in the Virgin, the dates, the places, 3841, Walsh, Bernardo. We draw the arrow.”

“Because someone left those things.”

“Exactly.”

“So we don’t invent them.”

“No.”

He looks at the notebook.

“But we obey them.”

Casey returns to the keyboard.

“I’m going to check something.”

“What.”

“The files.”

He hears keys for almost a minute.

“There’s something strange.”

“What.”

“Some have nothing in common until after someone investigates.”

He sits on the sofa. Exhausted from trying to rewrite La Virgen de la Tribulación. 

“What do you mean, after?”

“The first file contains only a name, an image and a place. The Virgin appears in a later update.”

“How much later.”

“It depends.”

“After the death?”

“Sometimes.”

That changes something.

“And other times?”

“After the police connect the case to another one.”

He stays still. He thinks of a website. 

“Who updates La Madonna?”

“We don’t know.”

“Could they be watching the investigation?”

“Of course.”

“No. I mean…”

He already knows what he means.

“Could they be learning from us?”

Casey does not answer.

“Casey.”

“Yes.”

“Could they be incorporating our own hypotheses?”

He starts typing again.

“Give me a minute.”

While he waits, he returns to the notebook.

There is one last line beneath Omar’s story.

It was not in the earlier account.

Every authority needs a witness who accepts the new version.

Beneath it is another sentence, smaller:

And so does the criminal.

He does not like it.

It is too perfect.

He runs his finger over it.

The ink is dry.

Inexplicably, that reassures him.

“Ivan Walsh.”

Casey is back.

“What.”

“I have an example.”

“Tell me.”

“The body in the swimming pool.”

“Yes.”

“The first entry doesn’t mention the Virgin.”

“But it was there.”

“That’s what we think now.”

“We have the photograph.”

“The photograph appeared later.”

He feels something shift.

“After what.”

“After Canchola said he’d seen a similar reproduction in another file.”

“So someone added the image.”

“Or uploaded a photo they already had.”

“How long did it take?”

“Twenty-seven minutes.”

He says nothing.

“Casey.”

“Yes.”

“Who was present when Canchola said it?”

He starts searching.

While he waits, he thinks of Omar again, although the story has stopped amusing him now. Not because of Fidel. Not because of Chavita. Because of the structure.

An authority pronounces an interpretation.

The others accept it.

From that moment on, they all remember the act in that form.

Perhaps a criminal system could work the same way.

It does not need to falsify the entire past.

It only needs to intervene at the moment when someone is trying to understand it.

Casey stops typing.

“I have the list.”

“Who.”

He gives him four names.

Canchola.

Pili.

Don Isidro.

And a technician.

“Which technician?”

“There’s no surname.”

“First name.”

Casey takes a while.

“Bernardo.”

He immediately feels the print in his pocket, even though twenty-four years have passed.

“Say it again.”

“Bernardo.”

He does not want to make the inference. It comes on its own.

Paseo del Prado.

The Virgin.

The abandoned station.

Pilgrims.

“Age?”

“Forty-something in 2023.”

He does the math.

Twenty-something in 2001.

It could be.

That means nothing.

There could be ten thousand Bernardos.

“Photo.”

“There isn’t one.”

“Look.”

Casey tries something.

“There’s an expired ID, but the image won’t load.”

“Send it to me.”

“There’s no image.”

“Casey.”

“Wait.”

He hears clicks.

Then he stops talking.

“What.”

He does not answer.

“Casey.”

“The page changed.”

He stands up.

“What page.”

“La Madonna.”

“What changed.”

“There’s a new photograph.”

He knows before he asks.

“Of whom.”

“Omar.”

He does not understand.

“Omar who.”

“There’s no surname.”

He cannot breathe.

“Where is he.”

“Sitting in a car.”

“Date.”

Casey takes a while.

“2001.”

“That doesn’t mean it’s him.”

“There’s text underneath.”

“What does it say.”

Casey reads:

THE DRIVER.

Nothing else.

He looks at the notebook, open at the story of the Lenin School.

“Is he dead?” he asks.

“I don’t know.”

“Look.”

“I’m looking.”

“Casey.”

“Ivan Walsh.”

“What.”

“The photo was just uploaded.”

Now he understands.

They are not merely reading his investigation.

Someone is reading with him.

He looks at the page.

Omar is still laughing in 2001, driving toward San Antonio. He is beside him. Omar tells him the story of Chavita, and he hugs his backpack. He tells him about Fidel, about a fourteen-year-old boy at the wheel of a jeep who thinks an aspirin makes him immortal, and about that very simple rule that seemed to replace all the others:

You are a son of the Revolution.

On Casey’s screen, twenty-four years later, the man who told him the story appears.

And for the first time he no longer asks what it means.

He asks something much simpler.

“Where is Omar now?”

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